Weeks and months have been going on and on since i last had the vision of setting up an institution from God during Emerge last year. So many things have happened. Be it disappointments or encouragements, i’ve really got a bit tired of some issues. As hard as i may try to be the best person that i can be, i still end up offending people and causing them to dislike me. Financially, it is almost impossible for me to dispense gifts as freely as some others; even if i wanted to. As a friend, i just can’t seem to be a good one to many others. In a computer game, i seem to even offend people just because i can’t fit into their style of playing.

3 weeks of the june holidays have passed and yet, i haven’t started on any revision. Seriously, i don’t know how i am going to score well for my ‘A’ levels. I don’t want to end up with a screwed up life where i don’t know what to do and where to go. Perhaps i should just segregate myself and stick to mugging all the way. However, it isn’t just that easy to do so. I’ve got church commitments, friends, family. These are just impossible to break away from. But for someone like me, i just find it so hard to balance out both sides such that i do well in both aspects.

Sigh. I’m such a useless person.

But anyway, yesterday was Steve’s birthday. Henry and I, together with Baldovin, went to Jurong side church for service. Well, service was excellent. But i shan’t elaborate on it. It ended at 5.30pm and we went to Jurong East MRT to meet Steve. After that, we went arcade and met Dhaslie, David and Shude there. Then dinner at Swensens. I kind of made a stupid joke of myself when i tried to joke about "Prince Lesbian" (Prince Caspian) while the waiter was there. =/ But anyway, the meal portions were horribly small. But, we had a hell lot of a laugh because David was telling us jokes all the way.

After that, we went to arcade again and the typical routine repeated itself. DDR, KOF, DDR, DDR, KOF. So when they finally finished playing at the arcade, we went over to David’s office where we cut cake and everything… Blah blah… Here are the picture… (Courtesy of Dhaslie)

Well Bal and I left at 11.45pm. To catch the last train. Met Kelvin at city hall and he stayed over at my house. Lazy bum lol. But anyway, going to catch the Incredible Hulk later. See ya guys! Happy last week of holidays!

†Whiters™† signing off