I haven’t really complained for a long long time already. So… Today, i’m going to complain a bit. Yea.

Well, i don’t want to say that i’m really such a nice guy. But at least… Better than some other people. I treat people nicely, i listen to them, i talk to them, i give them advices, i try to make them happy, i do my best for them. Yea… Not all the time, but at least i tried my best to do so. Recently, some things happened. And it made me feel a little sick and tired of being Mr. Nice Guy anymore. People flare up at me when they’re not in a good mood, and try to settle everything afterwards just by saying a mere "Sorry". I always forgave. I did. I put things aside, and continued to treat them sincerely with my heart. But perhaps with my strength alone, i can’t handle that many people to take care of. I have some people on my priority list, and those are the people whom i am going to treat well above the rest. For the rest of my friends, they dont take top priority, but i still try to make time.

Listening to people’s problems is tiring. Having to tolerate behaviors that i can’t stand is even worse. Especially when there are moral clashes. But i don’t give up. I am willing to wait. To guide and love. To wait till the day when they change. Yep. I’m tired of some things. Especially with people who flare up at me and expect me to forgive them when they just casually say sorry. Worse still, those people who expect me to apologise when i’m not the one at fault. Sickening. Seriously.

And another thing. I placed my time and effort in some places. I did my best in everything that i did. But eventually, my efforts were not appreciated. Never mind appreciated. I wasn’t even given a reason why i was just shoved into the back. No explanations. No talk. Just that i am told that i wasn’t ready. Wasn’t 100% into it.

Wow.. Thanks..

But never mind. As long as i know where i’m going in life, where i’m going to after this, as long as i know that whatever i do now, i won’t regret in the future. I’m happy. What other people think about me… I really don’t care too much. Of course i’ll listen to people’s opinions and change. But what negative things they might say about me… I won’t really be affected. Hopefully.

†Whiters™† signing off. Phew. Got some things off his chest. Time to move on… =) Mr Happy and Overjoyed always…