I haven’t been blogging for AGES. Goodness. Well, partially because i’ve been too busy with lots of stuff and people. But i suppose the main reason is because i didn’t know what to blog about anymore.
Studies have definitely taken a big toll on my time - not that i’m so studious or what, but it causes me great stress. Considering that i have never been a very book-smart person, sitting down peacefully to "mug" is an extremely tough job for me.
Right now. The ‘A’ level examinations creep closer day by day. Everyday, i try to study as much as i can, with whatever stamina that i have, but it all seems so tough. As if having a heavy burden such as competing against all the rest of the "geniuses" and "smarties" in Singapore is not enough, people around me have to add on to the load that i have. I know that i have to be strong. To pull through this and shine in the examinations by some miracle. I can do it. Just take me through this.
Just during this period when i’m facing all these stress, some sort of internal conflict must happen within the group of people im together with. I’m definitely not a power-hungry person. In fact, i rather keep a low profile, and be unseen. But during that time, when nobody was willing to step up to serve, i took the challenge up. I didn’t know how tough it would be, but all i wanted to know, was that i’m here to serve Him. If nobody wants to do it, i will. You didn’t want to do it, so i took it up. So please, understand that i’m not some ass who just wants power and position. I want to treat all of you as friends, and somehow, get revelations to bring all of us up to a higher level. But give me some time. I’m just not as talented as you.
I don’t know what the future holds for me. Whether i’ll do well in ‘A’ levels or not. Whether i’ll become a true leader of men or not. Whether the road is going to get even tougher or not. But i know, that there is someone who is always there for me. Someone who will pick me up when i’m down. Someone who will protect me when others throw stones and abuses at me.
And thats enough for me. Because of You, i will walk this road. Not for the praises of men. But for your praises in the end.
Well… I was inspired during a series of 2 cell group meetings to write this song. I’ve got the tune in my head. Just got to figure out the chords out now. Hope it’ll be ready soon.

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it’s not in the conventional sense of the word.
Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking.
Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal.
Like it or not, your friends are going to hear the truth from you.
You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing.
Your kissing style is understated, but effective
